January 2011
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“Just know that, love for you will never change if you don’t allow yourself some growth. See happiness is more than loving other people, it’s the way you love yourself. And if you can’t do that, how can you expect it from someone else?”
An excerpt from a poem I decided against posting… Perhaps another day.
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Dark Rooms and Nice Views
So before I go off on any more poetic rants, I just wanted to write about last night lol. Thanks to Brian, it was the most fun I’ve had in a long time. Friday night I was just telling him that I’m tired of this wack city I live in and that I don’t even bother going out because I’m tired of the drama, the constant partying that today’s...
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Take me.
Make me into your canvas
where you can paint in me your fantasies.
I’m yours.
Breathe In as the Waves Crash Down
Lungs collapsing, relaxing in this state hoping I’ll feel no pain. Fate transforms as entities and destinies change forever, I guess it’s just better this way… Cuz when you’re underwater, you feel no weight. Forever jaded, swallowed by this pain, castrated, raped of a life created, degraded head swept under, soon I’ll be a part of the...
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Poor exedspired Coconut (Because I was told I had to post this lol) Hard on the outside, soft on the inside nobody will ever know how sweet the milk is muahaha :p
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Never mind me…just day dreaming…
What it would feel like to be able to pull u close…tug u along, racing dawn hoping love lines intertwine within our palms. I’d sweep you off your feet, love you endlessly, fill the cracks in your heart left broken by the past, with just one chance I’d make you happy if you would just give me your hand…
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Chinola
Passion enough to not need the real thing… Already you are my favorite form of fruit. As a matter of fact, this food for thought is the juice that keeps me going, energized off your natural- sugar, surely you spoil my emotions, its habitual. I’ll cater to your crops yearly like a ritual. Sacrifice my sanity, praying to the gods like I’m spiritual… just for a taste...
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Brought by The Moerae
For when moons aren’t full and hope runs weak, she is all I need belief in.
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It Just Hit Me
After forty-two days and nights, will you forget me? Or will you write in an attempt to fight the two week time period it takes to get used to something?
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You may never know how many poems were carved in thoughts of you. Tree trunks, I carry through paper that I carve these hearts into and I, can’t really draw, but I’d give my heart for you…
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As a Californian, I thought this was something interesting to see while logging onto my computer today.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/yblog_thelookout/20110117/us_yblog_thelookout/scientists-warn-california-could-be-struck-by-winter-superstorm
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Reality is easy. It’s deception that’s the hard work.
– Lauryn Hill
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Not All Players Are Saints
You could be the star quarterback or the receiver with that game you run, making touch downs, all eyes on you… But a Super Bowl ring is no replacement for the engagement I would have given you.
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Good Morning
O, Morning! Of thy beauty dare I speak? Or hold my tongue in awe? For ‘tis thy gleam I see in she, in golden shades of fall. Awaketh does one at dawn with hopes in sight of she, For amid thy warmth one could only pray to spend eternity.
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Poetry Challenge by The-write-way.tumblr.com (go follow lol) Basically you have to write a poem using these 5 words Masturbation Blanket Natural Socket Spoon It’s in your most natural ways, I see your beauty. This foreplay I’ve created, mentally masturbating to the thought of you parading in my mind. It’s times like these, words lose meaning, lost in the wrinkles of your...
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Will you miss me when I’m gone?
Unknown Number
Middle of the night
missed calls. Unlikely, but I
still wish it was you…
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Cross Country Road Trip Pictures
The first two pictures were taken by my cousin Timmy and the rest by me on my Nikon d3000 from 12/27-1/5…and no, the sky isn’t really orange between TX and FL. lol
California
Arizona
New Mexico
Somewhere Between Texas And Florida…lol
Florida
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Words Unsaid
Last night I tried to write you an emotional breakdown, but the sound of your voice kept haunting me, as I could hear your heart play that harmony. If only you understood the power of that one word, the despair in your voice, and the hope that you have in me that no one else has ever had…that no one else will ever have and I hate you for it, because I do this all for you. ...
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Anyone know of any good poetry blogs worth recommending?
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Double Oh
That morning I layed awake crying,
your voice echoing into absence,
hoping maybe this time you’ll
knit a handkerchief to
wipe my tears away…
This just doesn’t feel right,
and inside I know you feel it too.
But for you, I’lll hurt inside,
just know how much I miss you…
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Four Ones
The first nights the hardest,
trying to fall asleep without you.
Realization kicks in waking up
without your wishes…
So today, I wish for you.