December 2011
23 posts
“Don’t expect to get anything back, don’t expect recognition for your efforts,...”
– Paulo Coelho (via stellablu)
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Holding My Breath
Is it too soon to forget, move pieces or commit? Come in to this thesis of love, or just split like atoms of a whole Eve—just a day too early to see, conceive you for what you are truly, or conceal you for what you aren’t. Beauty, is it too soon to breathe and if I do, will we fall apart, duly parting hearts of a lost cause, cruelly… Until then, I’ll just hold it all in.
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Conservative (Haiku)
Emotions quick to turn off. I save energy solely for black outs.
Anonymous asked: Can you write about falling in love with a stranger?
Anonymous asked: Your poetry is amazing! Can you write something about a boy playing a girl, and then karma coming back to bite his ass? Just wondering. =)
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Write For Me
I need to vibe off you write off you in black ink think more in depth about the ways you make me sink into my conscience hoping non sense speaks more in sync to the thoughts processed when you think. I need to breathe your imagery like clouds shape shifting into poetry, though it’d be just enough to lay beside you reciting flows to see the way fate floats beneath the seas you keep providing....
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Forgive me for the lack of poetry...
I’ll try to make it up to you guys, I’ve just been busy lol.
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Maybe one day you’ll realize that you were the only one who’s never been in love with the idea of me, yet loved me unconditionally. Maybe then you’ll understand why I couldn’t stay. I never wanted to hurt you, you just deserved the love I never gave.
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Turntables
Anybody know anything about turntables? I wanna get some that I can scratch on, but I know nothing about it…just wanting to learn, but don’t know where to start…
Suggestions?
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I'd like to apologize for all of the tears in...
This is becoming horrible. Obsessive compulsive in my reactions to repulse you, acting like relapsing was the last thing I wanted happening. In all actuality I want you near, but my heart won’t open here, hearing all these doubts that cloud the air, tell me, how in the world do you love me still? Still I continue on with these indecisive choices like I opted out to all the voices, listen...
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Haiku For You
I wish I could write something beautiful, just to make you notice me. But words just un- justly describe everything it is you do to me…
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Unlovable
Give it some time for paranoia to creep quick slick beneath these thoughts that once held parts of peace parted into pieces of broken hearts.
Trust me, It won’t be long before I hate you too, I’m not the type you should get used to.
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It all falls down...
You’re upset with due reason: treason of the heart. I was a traitor to your emotions, as devotions drift apart. I tried to pull you near, after all I put you through. Who would have thought the one I love, would begin to hate me too.
love-in-a-mist asked: How would you define love?
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Coward
I was never one for heights, but I would have jumped from the moon for you…
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Just Shoot Me Now
I don’t deal well with games of the heart… If bets were placed, layed out in segments of our memories, you know I’d fold out. Holding out on hopes, you know I played out too many times this same hand hit bust, now Cupid hits back, busting broken arrows of misdirected thoughts lacking even the slightest respect for your misconceptions of these miscarried cards of my conscience...
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I so wasn’t fishing, didn’t even bring the hook got too caught up in your verses to ever even look, like my theme songs repeated in every breath you took. Got me believing in, more than just rooks. You’re like the queen in these chess (chest) games the rest are over looked…
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Reasons
Tensions build through blood pressure my heart beats heavy, tryna muster these confessions, stressing my own doubts. What’s any different from reality when my mind plays the same stage out?